So I went to the staff meal tonight. All was well untill we all decided to go to the pub afterwards. I was slightly tipsy. Ms. Mucky was more so. I decided to call Minty although I had no idea what I was gonna say to him :S Ms. Mucky decided to nick my phone and talk to him herself. I was not impressed. Later she decided to add him as a friend on facebook. I was also not impressed by this either. I am a very jealous person. If I have something that is precious to me then I very rarely want to share it with others that may ruin it or destroy it. also all amounts of apologies seemed to fall on deaf ears when I texted Minty about my friends' drunken behaviour. Maybe he knows to leave me alone when I'm drunk, or maybe he was ignoring me on purpose. Who knows.
On the plus side, Ginger pubes has been getting it on with a Horsey girl who can't hold her drink. But good on him for moving on although he's not so sure it's the right thing to do yadda yadda yadda....
News on my relationship.... It's dead in the water :S . Bf and I have kinda decided to take a break. Just need to get him out the house now. Before Christmas. Or else life will become too complicated. Time to wipe the slate clean and start again. Even without any contributing factors like Minty or Ginger pubes, the relationship is gone, and I need to concentrate on that before I start indulging in anything else.
That does'nt mean I'm not still pissed off though. Ms Mucky knows I was annoyed with Her this evening, She was gonna change her work shifts so she went home before I arrived tomorrow. So obviously she's not stupid. Not to that degree anyway. But why did she do it if she knew it would piss me off??? More answers on a postcard please. Anyway for now I am feeling drunk, annoyed and very alone with alot on my shoulders. Could'nt wear my dress tonight to the meal because of the fresh marks on my arms and back. I suspect there will be more before the week is out. I feel mentally drained because of all this and it is all my own doing.